Moved to...
Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 11:22 AM
From now on, you can visit my merged blog (School Maiden+Rosier, my personal one) here:
The lovely Steph hosts me, and I’m really thankful for her, because I was a troublesome hostee to start with. Somehow wordpress didn’t work (I’m still not sure what I screwed up), and she had to reinstall it again. Now, I’m really, really careful with everything. Anywho, she was really kind, and that made me feel better about my fail at WP!
Oh, yeah, and I use a different name, too. Just for the record.
This Blog is Rated...
Thursday, January 8, 2009 @ 9:51 PM
Interesting, huh? Even your 4-year old little sister can read School Maiden! Cheers.
Anywho. This was one long hiatus, wasn't it? But I did have my reasons. Apart from moving, of course. For example... family drama. Yay for that! It will be a good topic to write about once I feel like writing real posts, again.
I'm sorry for not commenting much on your blogs, lately, but knowing what kind of shock I went through, I guess neither of you would judge me. (I even started my new, personal blog. Not like I don't have one, but I want to close that chapter!)
I'm sorry for not commenting much on your blogs, lately, but knowing what kind of shock I went through, I guess neither of you would judge me. (I even started my new, personal blog. Not like I don't have one, but I want to close that chapter!)
Busy, busy...
Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 8:04 PM
I haven't been too active lately. I just need to work out some things in real life. Everything is quite messed up, my grades have been awkward lately, and I have got some other issues, as well.
Right now I should be writing a poem to a classmate of mine (whom I need to buy a present, because of "Class Xmas"... you know, when you pull out someone's name and you have to buy that person a lovely gift. My mother offered me to do the shopping, and she bought a) an adorable plushie keychain b) a dvd (anyone knows the movie "American Dreamz?" I don't. c) a box of chocolate and d) an English-German language learning software. Quite good, I guess?) and learning for Grammar.
But, because I'm so lame, I decided to do everything apart from these two "jobs" today. After I came home, I wrapped the presents (erm, chocolate?) of my friends, did the dishes, my German homework, catched up on some blogs, and I'm about to do some graphical work for my brother.
I suck?
(Oh, and by the way! Tomorrow's daily horoscope: "You're slogging through something that seems to be a lot harder than it should be." Oh, thanks. Helped a lot. But it's still true.)
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I Can Has A Break?
Monday, December 1, 2008 @ 4:56 PM
Ugh. Moving is still not completely done, because there are still oh so many boxes left and I still didn't find 90% of my clothes, which leads to a small problem: what the hell am I going to wear tomorrow and after that...? I do plan to go shopping, because I'm in need of new clothes (which girl isn't?), but I don't have any time! I can't even go to my favourite Japanese shop to buy some anime posters to "dress up" my room, at least a bit. Impossible.
I have to stay at home (after school, of course), learn and unpack. Pain in the B. And I have to write an English project today about environment and learn for my Geography test. Dear School... can I have another day off, please? I want to catch up with the blogs I love. And go shopping. And sleep! PLEASE?!
The house is pretty. My room is pretty, but the air is a bit wierd... can't explain. I'm just not used to this place. I got lost 3 times when coming home. That's why I hate changing my route to school... and going on different buses. I can't even go out and explore the area, yet, because of being busy. Aaaah.
So, right now I'm listening to Twilight OST (love), and trying to convince myself to start learning and stop procrastinating. Hard things to do.
And, to make things more... colourful, I'll make some photos of my room once I'm done with everything. Or I'll try to be a bit more creative, to make RRR's way more interesting.
I might even make a small chain of posts called "RR's Journey in the World of Moving" or something like that.
Erm, you might have noticed that I wasn't able to "complete" all the monthly features last month. And I feel awkward, but I don't think that I could've posted much, anyway. Busy month. Busy me. But I'll try to give my best this time! Cheers.
Random Rima Ranting # 2
Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 7:24 PM
I bet all of you are sick of RRR's (way too many nowadays), but everything is soooo messed up!
My best friend, Tia texted me today to tell me she's had a surgery and is in hospital now. I knew that this was coming, but not so soon! When she told me there were problems with her leg and her back, I did understand every word of what she said, but I was (am...) having so many problems that I wasn't ready for this. And I'm worried. I feel like a hypocrite.
And she won't get to go home for, at least two weeks. Until then, I'll keep texting her with cheerful bullsh!t, even if I feel down, like today. Aaaand I'll call her tomorrow morning, right after I wake up. Only thing(s) I can do right now (since she lives oh-so far away from my place).
Problem Number Two: Today all the feelings that have been piling up within me wanted to burst out and I simply couldn't hold my tears back. During class. I suck. Nobody understood what the heck is wrong with me, and I HAD to go out the the bathroom to arrange everything within myself and put up a brave front again. Which absolutely didn't work, because everytime someone asked what's wrong I tore up. I was upset. Luckily (?), the teacher wanted to speak with me after class (she probably thought that I was sad about the awkward grade I got for my recitation), but I told her that moving is killing me and I couldn't learn much lately, and I'm sorry for my behaviour. She was kind of... shocked. I guess no-one ever saw me cry. I'm good at hiding my feelings. But she understood me, and tried to comfort me, which was uber kind of her, especially, because she can act like an evil witch sometimes.
Then, everyone (=girls in my group) started bombing me with questions. And I had no intentions of telling them why I cried, so I left them disappointed. Because seriously... if they can't ask "how are you" like once a month, why would I have to tell them what has been going on with me nowadays, which made me feel awkward? "We want to help you" - "You can't". If you didn't care about my existence so far, why would I have to tell you anything...So, they soon forgot that I was actually crying today and went back to acting like I didn't exist, at all. That's why I dislike them quite much. Hypocrites, hyopcrites... But I did tell my friends (who are in the other group - oh, god, why didn't I just say that I can't speak English, at all, and then we would be in the same one?), who agreed with me. And that sure did make me feel better.
The guys were kind of wierd. There are 5 of them in my group, and V (remember skating?) acted like nothing happened. But when Carter came up, barfing and trying to annoy the girls around me (oh, C, you don't know how glad I was about that), V told him he was an @ss for acting like this. He also opened a window, saying "fresh air helps a lot [at times like these]". So, he did care about me. (And by the way! Yesterday I was at the hairdresser's and I got my hair blow-dried after dying the roots of my hair today, which I haven't done during this school year. Today, when we met at our lockers, V looked at me, and before going inside the classroom, he looked at me and asked "...you straightened your hair today?" with a cute look. I replied yes, and he nodded, in an "it looks good on you"-way. For some reason, I felt touched and happy.)
Carter took notes for me, while I was away at the bathroom, and he was pretty worried. Kindness. Something I really appreciate.
And finally, David decided to sit next to me at IT. He normally sits at another computer, so I was pretty suprised. My look was probably asking "Is your computer wrong or what?", because he asked immidiately whether it was okay for him to sit next to me. Uh, whatever. I guess your girlfriend, who hates me for no specific reason, other than that our haircolour is the same (and she probably knows that last year you were into me, but I'm dense, and I would never go out with you), is going to kill both you and me. He tried to cheer me up. And it worked.
I guess it would be egoistic to assume that either of them likes me? Even if a part of me is trying to convince me about the opposite. Carter is really trying hard to get closer to me each day, and is acting rather charming nowadays, while V (who happens to have a girlfriend) is getting really protective and looks slightly jealous when C is around me too much. No way, right?
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Snow and Moving
Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 7:47 PM
This will be my weekly personal post to update about... everything going on right now with me. I'm not sure whether my sentences will make any sense, because I'm seriously tired. I guess I'm way too often drained. Basically all of my personal posts are about me telling everyone how much my life sucks. I'm a whining biatch and I can't blame PMS today. But! I can blame two other things.
1.) Snow. I hate snow. It looks pretty at first, but then it turns into mud (or simply to water) and it will annoy me to hell. And that's exactly why I was in horror when I realized that it was snowing on Sunday. Thus, I skipped my dance class again, because I was way too depressed to move out. And finished all my assignments instead. Yes, I fail.
But again. I always wish for snow during Xmas. And wish it would just disappear right away after that.
2.) Moving. You don't have an idea how much we've moved, already. Let's see... the number is over 10, for sure. And it freaks me out. When I told my friends their first question was "Again?". You see, not only me, but my whole family fails.
I HATE packing. I hardly have any freetime starting from today (well, it's not like I had much before, either, but still...) and when my step-dad told me to start packing, I replied with "learning > moving and packing". He obviously went mad. And I obviously didn't care. I always stressed that I will not be able to do this kind of "housework" during school, and that's why we should move during a break. My family obviously didn't care about my bitching. And so, I obviously don't care about theirs.
For some days I didn't even turn on Zero, my laptop. Which didn't really happen since I got him. (Yes, he is a male. In my mind, at least. And yes, he got his name from the anime called "Vampire Knight".) I actually don't really know what I was doing.... re-reading Twilight, probably. And writing essays. School = no life here.
Onto better news!
I fell from the stairs today. At school. Well, it's not "better", for sure, but thus, I had a reason to skip medicinal P.E. Heh! Sprained my leg, hurts like hell, and the people around me were wondering whether I was still alive, but turned out I was, so they moved on. Luckily.
And here's the difference between a friend of mine (let's call her Debra) and my mother's reaction.
Mum: You are home early today.
Me: Yeah, I fell from the stairs at school, so I decided to skip medicinal P.E.
Mum: WHAT?!
Me: Don't worry, I only fell about 5 steps.
Mum: WHAT?!
Me: You know, I got used to it, already. I'm a klutz.
Me: I fell from the stairs today.
Debra: *laughs* Sounds like you.
Me: It sure does! But at least I have a reason to skip P.E.
Debra: Hell yeah.
See? I guess that's why my mother is always worried when I'm going somewhere alone, or she doesn't know where I am. Because I always get into trouble. The only trouble that seems to avoid me is Edward. Gah.
Anywho. I will not go on a hiatus or any kind of break, because we should have internet at our new house, too by this weekend. And that's what makes me feel slightly better. Call me addicted. But I use the web mainly only for blogging and learning (and checking my favourite sites). But I want to stress learning.
And! I'm going to see Twilight this Friday. I texted another friend of mine, Ivy asking whether she'll join me or not. We go to med. P.E. together, and last week I told her how addicted to Twilight I am, and that I must see the movie next week (so, this week). She didn't promise to come with me, but she definitely did sound like she would be up for it. However, I still didn't get her reply. Weird much? Whatever. I'll see her in some days, anyway.
...and then I'll be able to write November's Chick Flicks. Yay! (Because, seriously, Twilight MUST be included.)
Lollipops, Shugo Chara and Three Days Grace
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 6:33 PM
I haven't written a single word since a week. I suck. I suck. I suck. And my life sucks! But I'm having my being-depressed-for-a-month-time, because of all the pressure, which is put on my weak shoulders, and which absolutely can't take a) moving b) my brother's upcoming prom (why am I the one to stress over this? Because I don't know what present to get him!) and c) learning, learning, learning. I forgot d) my mother complaining about my fashion style. "Ugh, sorry? I wear these clothes, not you. I didn't even ask you to buy them, I wanted to tell you recently that I'm about to apply for a job...." (Yeah, I'm slow. I called lots of agencies to check which of them have the highest payment for the worst job ever.)
So, basically, I'm drained. And I having a hard time dealing with my writer's block. Especially, because I want to write about so many things! But they just won't come out the right way... or any way. Instead, I keep watching Shugo Chara, listening to Three Days Grace (a band which won't cheer you up, for sure, but I still love them), and eating candies. Which I am absolutely not in lack of, because my school holds a prom-like thing to the freshmen every year, and we get to torture them in our on ways. I told my "Little Elf" to tell an unknown guy that she has been in love with him since she entered the school and would do anything for him. Cruel? Nah. I went easy on her. (Everyone in my class got a freshmen, because we were freshmen ourselves a year ago... and that's how it goes. Next year they will get to torture their elves.)
The whole class had to make a bag of candy and other sweets for us, so... my teeth hurt. Like hell. And there are still so many lollipops here...
On the other hand, I bought a cute coat, a lovely pair of boots and Twilight (!!) today. Awesome. My day sucked, otherwise. (I have many issues to deal with right now. That's why I'm incapable of giving advice nowadays. Sorry.)
And when I came home, totally pleased with myself, my mother started shouting at me telling me that the coat is too short and I'll get a cold (that will not be the cause of my cold, it's most likely to be one of my classmates sitting next to me....), and the soles of the boots are too thin. I. Am. So. Effing. Fed. Up.
I wanted to tell her how happy I am that I survived this shitty day, and that I finally got Twilight, although the girl at the bookstore told me that they wouldn't have it until some months! I only went inside the shop to look for something for my brother. And I accidentally saw it. My jaws dropped. I was in heaven. I came home. I'm in hell right now.
Random Rima Ranting
Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 7:16 PM
Guess who is going to read Twilight soon (first week of November, hopefully)? And who is going to watch the movie as soon as it comes out (soooooon)? Yepp, me. Luckyyy! The books are not yet published in my country (yeah, I live under a rock, but it's comfty), so I thought that seeing the movie would be absolutely... hopeless.
But I watched The House Bunny today, and when we were coming out of the cinema, I saw one of those huge posters advertising an upcoming movie, and it was Twilight's! I was so happy. My sisters probably thought that I'm an idiot, because I was screaming "Oh, oh! That's Twilight! It's going to be great!". They were like "Ugh, fine, just let's go", since they don't know a thing about it. Neither do I, but that's not the point. Everyone is so amazed by the book (and the movie, even though it's not out, yet, as far as I know), so I'm definitely interested in it! I haven't been much of a Harry Potter fan (I've seen the movies, but that's all), but Twilight seems much more... suited for my tastes?
So, when we arrived home, I checked some bookstore's sites, and luckily I can order it from an online bookstore after 5th of November! (Already registered myself, but still need to convince one of my relatives to buy it for me, since I'm broke.) I also checked whether they have other books from Stephenie Meyer, and yepp. I could even order Twilight in English language, but that's pretty expensive.
Sorry, I just had to rant here. We can consider this my weekly (?) random post, which is actually about nothing. But me.
On to other news, I'm going to watch High School Musical 3 on Monday (cinema, again!). I'm kind of interested in it, as well, since I've seen the first and the second movie, already. I might even write a post about the latest chick flicks later? Who knows.
Oh! And there's a little surprise coming, too. I've been working quite much on it! (And I'm so pleased with myself, since I've had so many things to do recently, but I still managed to find some time to work on it.)
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Coding and Graphics - New Blogskin
Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 6:37 PM
New layout/blogskin! Cheers. I don't like this much as the other one I made (basically with the same image, and background, but I couldn't figure out the coding, so I decided to drop that "project"), but... whatever. I guess it's still quite good considering the fact that even altering blogger codes is freaking hard for me, and that putting this together took some hours. Well, not the graphics part. I used an older blend of mine as the header, and the background was made by me, too! Aren't I awesome?
Anywho. When I came home from
This time it was waaay better. I mean, everyone tried to help me, by holding my hands, encouraging me, and telling me that I'm absolutely not bad. It made me feel so good. Even those men/guys, who are basically kind of "security guards on ice" came to me often, and taught me! It was kind of scary and kind at the same time. Anyway, I enjoyed myself! There were some funny conversations between me and V, a guy from my class.
Me: I'm scared!
V: What are you scared of?
Me: Erm.. falling? Making an idiot out of myself?
V: So what if you fall? It doesn't hurt. So what if you make an idiot out of yourself? You are already doing it.
Me: Well, thanks. *almost falls, grabs V's arm strongly*
V: You know, if you grab my arm like that, I'll fall, too.
Me: So what if you fall? It doesn't hurt! Isn't that so?
V: Thanks for reminding me...
Or.
*Me snaps to the wall of the rink*
V: Are you alive?
Me: *no answer*
V: You are like my cat. If she needs something, she goes "Meow!". If she wants to 'complain' about something she goes "Meow!". But if she gets into water, she goes... "Meooooooooooooooooow!"
Me: It's not my fault in the first place, that the guard guy took me to the middle of the rink, which is like an enormous sea for me.
V: *looks at me*
Me: Meow?
V: What are you scared of?
Me: Erm.. falling? Making an idiot out of myself?
V: So what if you fall? It doesn't hurt. So what if you make an idiot out of yourself? You are already doing it.
Me: Well, thanks. *almost falls, grabs V's arm strongly*
V: You know, if you grab my arm like that, I'll fall, too.
Me: So what if you fall? It doesn't hurt! Isn't that so?
V: Thanks for reminding me...
Or.
*Me snaps to the wall of the rink*
V: Are you alive?
Me: *no answer*
V: You are like my cat. If she needs something, she goes "Meow!". If she wants to 'complain' about something she goes "Meow!". But if she gets into water, she goes... "Meooooooooooooooooow!"
Me: It's not my fault in the first place, that the guard guy took me to the middle of the rink, which is like an enormous sea for me.
V: *looks at me*
Me: Meow?
All in all, I'm glad that I went! Ice-skating rocks. (Too bad that I fail at it, but, oh well!)
Edit: As I mentioned, the blend was done like... a year (?) ago, so I don't know exactly which sites to credit for the brushes and pictures. If you think I have used yours, please write an e-mail/comment, and I will put your name and site in the Credits section.
Getting A Simple Job
Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ 8:41 PM
Right now, I'm searching for a simple job, which I can do at weekends. During weekdays, I have to learn, so... let's skip those days, if possible. My mother is seriously against it, but I just need money for new clothes (about 60% of my clothes are outworn already!), for dance class, hair dresser, and so on... and I can't blame my mother for being a teacher and not getting high payment. Not to mention the fact, that we are moving soon, and we just bought some new furnitures, which, we all know, cost much.
"Dan was really mad at me, because I couldn't give him much pocket money."
"I see." But actually, I'm in need of it, too, but I just couldn't ask for more.
"You know, this whole moving, paying the bills, buying the furnitures, and everything... the prices are going up fast, you know!"
"I know. But I'll need to sign up for dance class tomorrow, and I need to pay for it, too..."
"I remember. That will be another problem in the future... maybe I'll need to deduct it from your pocket money."
"Don't worry, I'm looking for a part-time job right now. I can give out leaflets at weekends, and that might be some help."
"What are you talking about? You need to learn. And anyway, there's no way I would allow you to spend hours alone around wierd and dangerous people!"
"I don't need your approval. I'm over 16. Get over it."
This is pretty much how it went. Awkward. But I'm not like Dan, my brother. When I need something, I always find a way to get it, and normally, I do everything on my own. I remember the first time, when I decided to highlight my hair. I was always telling my mother that one day, I'll do it, but she just didn't take me serious. So, when I went home with a new hairstyle, she was REALLY surprised. But she didn't get mad. Instead, she was smiling.
So, I already registered myself to a student employment system, and I'm going to call them on Monday. Please cheer for me! I want to get a/the job. Even if it's a miserable one.
My step-dad asked me if I was serious about the whole thing, and told me that he can give me money, if that's what I need, but I shouldn't tell my mother, or she'll get upset. No thanks, I want to do this relying on myself. I'm a school girl, who is on her way to growing up.
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Thoughts, Ideas and Updates
Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 10:13 PM
I don't want to go to sleep, yet, it's only 10:13 p.m.! And I also wanted to check the site of an exhibition called "Bodies". The main idea of it is this: "Bodies… The Exhibition showcases meticulously dissected real human body specimens that are preserved through an innovative process and respectfully presented, giving visitors the opportunity to view the beauty and complexity of their own organs and systems."
Sounds either interesting or gross for everyone. But I want to see it! Unfortunately, my classmates would never come with me to check out human bodies, because they would most likely throw up. Well, yeah... I wouldn't go there eating a slice of pizza, either, but who cares? I want to see how my body works. Or... something like that.
Also, I plan to make a "Visits" section, where I will link the sites I often (?) comment on. I guess the blog must take some steps forward. But! Babysteps, babysteps. I'm not a fan of networking and commenting because I have to. Thus, I visit sites which seem to be nice and creative, read their blogs/posts, and comment if I feel like I have something to tell. Or just want to leave a sign that I was there, and I appreciate their work, because it amazes me.
I don't make any sense, do I? That's what you get if you are not from a country where they speak English, but still try to create a blog where you write in this language, because you are a fan of it, want to improve yourself, and help as many girls as possible. I'm a freak, yes. I guess I'm going to spend my mid-term break with a) trying to figure out how to make my very own layout for the blog b) read dictionaries and study useful expressions in English. I always get the feeling that grammatically I fail.
Edit: I guess there will be three or two lessons about choosing your future career. Not sure, yet. Oh, and also! I might write a summary about the posts I've written at the end of each month, and review which were the most popular (based on feedback,
Rima is Retarded Sleepy.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 7:42 PM
I'm having on of those days, when you are absolutely drained. And I'm not even sure if my sentences will make sense, but oh, well. When I'm absolutely incapable of learning, but still want to do my best, I always ask myself, why do I even care this much about the whole thing. It's not like the world's going to end, if I get a C in Chemistry. So I decided to take some rest now. Or a simple break, if that's better.
I'm blog-addicted. And not only with writing blogs, but there are some wonderful, witty blogs out there which I'm obsessed with, and I feel low if they don't update in a while.
So, I went to FailBlog.Org. I don't need to read there anything, right? That's cool. But Zero, my laptop failed to load the pictures. Aaahhh. Thanks, Z. ;|
Then I started to think about sleeping. How much sleep do we really need, anyway? My English teacher said 6. My German teacher said 10. I say, it depends on us. And not on our teachers, who don't know the answer themselves.
I'll end this seriously retarded post by Wendy Boswell's thoughts about the question. We pretty much have the same ideas about it.
"Basically, it all depends on us finding our unique sleep mojo. For instance, I function really well on around 9 hours, but I have three kids. Enough said. Then again, I know some
Positive Attitude Rocks
Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 11:35 AM
"Things will work out somehow" is what I often say nowadays. It gives me a spark of hope, and that's what I'm really in need of. Anyway, I used to be sooo pessimistic. Seriously. I couldn't see the bright side of things, and it made my life harder. But recently I started to realize that I will end up as a wreck this way, and started to make new goals. For example, start dancing. And guess what. My dance class starts in October. So I guess I can put a tick here.
Then, I decided to go to a music school, because I'm in love with listening and playing music. My favourite instrument is the flute. However, I was a bit late with the entry exams, so I'm on waiting list right now. But that's still better than nothing.
My mother hates spending too much money on clothes, and she thinks that the clothes I normally buy for myself are way too expensive (they are seriously not..). So I'll collect my old, outgrew pieces of clothing, take them to a secondhand shop, sell them, and buy new ones from the money I get there.
First, I was really negative about medicinal P.E. I thought that it was just another thing to make my life even harder. Then I met the teacher, who is uber kind, and decided to attend classes twice a week, so I can prove that I'm trying my best. And I'm positive about it now. Because I know that it will help me quite much, and I'm doing it for myself.
All in all, I guess positive attitude is worth it. Who the hell would like the make their own lifes harder by being negative all the way? Nonsense, I say. So SGs, always look at the bright side of things. Even if it sounds too corny.
Update On How Things Are Going
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 7:43 PM
I'm pretty confused, because there are various topics I can write about. I mean, topics which are connected with being a School Girl, of course. Some days ago I wanted to write about dating, but I ended up creating a post about flirting, instead (you know, let's start with the basics). I also wanted to write about methods of learning, but I was soo drowned with everything, that I actually forgot it. Then, I realized that there isn't a single post about beauty - only fashion. And that's lame.
Normally, when I get home I'm pretty tired, then start learning, and end up dead. So blogging is often out of question, because I can't get my thoughts together. I start writing something, and realize that it doesn't make sense, at all, which makes me feel like a zombie.
I can blog more at weekends, except when there is something reaaally big going on. Like an anime convention. For example, the one this weekend. Yeah, I'm an otaku ~ anime- and manga-addicted person. Don't hate me for it. Oh yeah, I'll definitely write about this topic, as well.
This was a little update on how things our going. And my monthly whining post. By the way, I hope everyone likes the new skin. I'm in love with it. I hope the creator won't kill me for altering some codes. (
Title Says it All.
Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 3:34 PM
I figured out that maybe a blog for every School Girl out there might be helpful or at least it could become a place to spend time. Something like that. I'm a school girl myself, as well, so I'm quite familiar with this topic, and every once in a while I need to write down my thoughts, experiences, and everything connected with these things. (I wanted to be a writer when I was younger. ;o Later a journalist. I wouldn't be able to live without writing, for sure.)
I guess I'll use this first post to babble about myself. I most likely won't tell my age - it's not interesting anyway. The blog is for every girl student, anyway, age doesn't matter. It's like a big Sisterhood. ;)
I lived in another country for 3 years, and that's where I learnt to speak English. I got into an international school, when I couldn't speak a word, but luckily small children learn easily, and my mother is an English teacher, so she helped me a lot, too. I always felt like I belonged to that place and coming back to my own country changed me quite much. I was pretty extroverted back then, but now I tend to be more introverted, because of various things. For example, the fact that people's slant of life is absolutely different here, than in Slovenia, where I used to live.
I recently realized how much I miss my friends from that school. Luckily, we've been keeping in touch with my bff since we parted, but I don't know what happened to others.
That's why I decided to take steps and contacted a girl learning at that school right now. She might give me the e-mail addresses of my teachers, which is a good point to start with. I hope for the best.